Hey

Hi guys,

I am extremely sorry for not updating for very long, but I have something to tell you guys. I am a very fickle-minded person I guess? So I am going from blogspot to wordpress. Okay the one and only reason is because wordpress the themes are nicer. I KNOW I KNOW, blogspot you can design and edit yourself and everything. Who knows I might come back, but hey, I am a very lazy person. So anyway my wordpress link is this. It's kind of easy to use too, but I don't know how to use a downloaded theme or must I have premium?? I don't know but anyway I just posted there, alright probably not JUST. But a few hours ago I guess.

So do follow me there??? I don't know how to use wordpress. I suck in studies and life.
Cheers.

♡ Wordpress ♡

Linguistic Aggravation

Hi guys.

So today is more of how people annoy me with their language. Although my English is not perfect, but still.

Firstly, let's start off with these two alright?
Ok yes ONE of them means tired. Which? Shag? Shagged?
GUYS, ITS SHAGGED ALRIGHT, NOT SHAG. It's annoying how people actually use the wrong word, like probably you guys did not know. Fine then. NOW YOU KNOW. SO BETTER STOP USING SHAG. Everytime in twitter, people will use shag as tired. WHY? DO YOU GUYS EVEN KNOW WHAT IT MEANS?

I found out google had like 5 definitions, so let's go through then ONE BY ONE.

(don't hate me pl0x)

So you guys, are telling me you guys had CARPET training or a THICK TANGLED HAIRSTYLE training. IF NOT, STOP USING SHAG WITHOUT KNOWING THE MEANING. Next definition.

No idea what this meaning even meant. So MOVING ON.

Wow, "VIGOROUS hopping from one foot to the other"

(People is going to hate me.)

So, your training today was vigorous hopping? I guess you are a dancer then.
Let's rephrase that then "Good and dance training today"
I can't imagine you hopping from one foot to the other VIGOROUSLY, eh show leh, teach leh.

To the next definition.

FAK HAHAH CATCHING BALLS. Alright then.

(Is this why I get haters)

Now, I get your point girl. "shagballs" First day of school must have been busy huh, catching balls.

Finally to the last defintion. The most hilarious one.

This is mostly used by most angmohs, with the correct definition. It's funny to me when you use the wrong words you know, it's like the wrong definitions, and everything is like just jumbled up together. HHAHAHA.

So guys, now you know the difference don't you.

So please guys, stop using shag as shagged. IT'S TWO MASSIVE DIFFERENT MEANING.

THIS. THIS. THIS. PLEASE GUYS. STOP USING WHUT LIKE EW. IT'S DISGUSTING. AND I DON'T SEE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WHUT AND WHAT. 

Both of it is 4 letters, SO DON'T COME AND TELL ME ITS SHORT FORM. 

Both of it means the same. It means like whattttttttt. come againnnnn. GET IT.

I don't know, I just do not like the word whut. It looks gay, and sounds gay and when I type it, IT'S GAY.

So since there is barely any difference, for the sake of good English, let's all start using what.

I don't even know how this word comes about. Like one fine day, I wake up, checks twitter, everyone just started using whut. LIKE DO YOU THINK IT SOUNDS COOL? NO IT DOES NOT.

ITS NOT COOL. It would be cool if you used what instead.

YES THE SPACE THING. I don't get it, WHY DO PEOPLE ADD AN EXTRA SPACE. I think our generation is so funny, they like to type more, when the past used to be like, 

(thanks to YunXuan this converstation is achieved)

STUFFS LIKE THAT YOU KNOW. AND NOW PEOPLE ARE LIKE.

(thanks to Yun Xuan this conversation has been achieved again)

OK SO THERE IS ONE MORE THING THAT IS MY MOST HATED THING ON EARTH. 

Meet my enemies.

OK ew, gayness overload. Let me explain.

The first face thing, its like as if you're shy but YOU ARE NOT. That face its just gay, sorry but its hate at first sight for me. It's like just SO HARD TO EXPLAIN WHY. BUT IT'S LIKE JUST MFIODSJMEOFJMSD. If only words can explain.

THE LAST ONE. IT'S RUDE MAN I SWEAR. It's like if people feel annoyed then they used that right. Well, once my classmate used that, I asked her to chill, SHE SAID SHE IS NOT EVEN ANGRY OR ANNOYED. WOW. YOU MAKE ME WANT TO KILL YOU. IT'S ANNOYING TO ALL OF US. LIKE, YOU FEEL ANNOYED YOU POST THAT. Alright then, you just made a whole lot of people more annoyed with your annoyance. It's just GAHHH.

People who uses these emoticons, you guys are making me dislike you even if I do not know you. IT JUST GIVES OFF BAD IMPRESSIONS OK. Probably this video could help. It's a really just. SOMETHING THAT I CAN RELATE TO.

Alright, so this is it I guess. Too much hatred and aggravation in this post. Please tell me I am not the only one who feels like that. Ok then till next time. Cheers. 

Examintations

Hi guys,

So yes, I do know that it's been a long time since I blogged, so

So just last week my common tests (CT) was over. YAY.












Time to celebrate? Haha














Ok maybe just A LITTLE BIT.

So, I am just PRAYING and hoping that I am able to pass every subject. Although, I know one of my subjects its just gone already. MATHEMATICS. HOW CAN ANYONE DO WELL IN MATHEMATICS? I JUST CAN'T UNDERSTAND NO MATTER WHAT.

But anyways, I really want an A for my science this year though hehe. THE PAPER WAS KIND OF EASY. FOR BOTH PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY.

But sadly, for majority of the papers we can only get them after the march holidays.

Practically, I still have to go back to school during the march holidays and I have no plans on the holidays. So sigh.

BUT. THERE MAY BE A PRIMARY SCHOOL MEETING. Like for my primary school friends. But. I. Am. Not. Really. Interested.

Oh great. They just confirmed the meeting. Good gracious yay.

I mean, don't get me wrong, I am cool with my primary school friends, we still contact with each other. But I think to me, it's been 3 years since we last met up and it's like going to be awkward for me? I don't really talk to them, and I have changed so much since my primary 6, and it's just gonna be weird. IJMFOIMAJDSIOG.

I feel really shagged now because I just came home from badminton and totally had no clue that there's CCA today. Good job Aileen, you just lowered your chance on becoming the president of your CCA.

Really tired now. So, I shall end here.

By the way, the only reason why I actually added tons of gifs this time, because I thought it would be more fun to read and fun to blog hehe. Ok CHEERS. :-)

Secondary 3

Hey guys,

Secondary 3 for me  is a really tough year, practically it's because at this year, this is where many students actually either retain or drop to a different stream. The speed of the teachers teaching this year, it's like ten times faster than in secondary 2. The homeworks are like also ten times more than last year.

I remember they say that the huge jump is from secondary 4 to 5. But no, if they never ever mention the jump on secondary 2 to 3, I think I might just die in secondary 4.

First of all guys, I won't even think of giving ONE PERCENT chance of retaining this year. So I am going to study my ass off this year, and just do well for my 'N' level. Why? Hopefully, I can go for the Polytechnic Foundation Program. Although, I have no idea what I want to do in the future. Like literally no idea, not even knowing a course I want in polytechnic. But hopefully maybe when I grow older I can probably know what I want for my future. Let's just pray hard for this year, hopefully won't be lazy. Thanks to school stuffs, yeah I kind of stopped gaming for a while. Not really craving to game anymore. Yay or nay?

Now because of school load, I barely have time to slack. It's like really scary, because to me, I feel like I think I should study at least 2 hours EVERYDAY. This is not my usual thinking, usually I would be thinking like what game should I play afterwards or like what should I do in the holidays. But now? It's just so not me. But if I can, I would want to just enjoy time with my friends. I don't get why the education system now is so strict? The competition now is just so tight. Why? Why is every student getting judged due to how smart they are in learning? I mean, everyone is intelligent in different ways. Not everyone is smart in education right? How can you judge someone base on something they are not good in? Well, I saw a picture on twitter, which is true, but I did not download it. Just let me find it. AND OBVIOUSLY, I CAN'T FIND IT. But being smart, I went to googled and I found it. Wait, is 'google' even a verb? I GOOGLED IT.

You're calling this fair? Asking a fish to climb the tree. It's not fair guys. So you can't just judge students on their studies and results. Some could be better in arts? While others in physical education? Everyone is all different guys, everyone judges, I may not have the rights to stop people from judging, but I know how it feels to be judged. I have been bullied before, I mean at some point of time people will get bullied. Unless well you're the bully, or you're just that 'perfect'. You think being called fat is fun? You think being called useless is cool? You think being called slut is fabulous? No, it hurts. I probably cried once or twice over those. So, I don't think it's 'fun' to judge people? Like do you even know what they have been through? No right? All you did was just look at their outer appearance. Do you know how they feel? Maybe they have reasons why they are what you judge them. Mhmm, and you just ugh. 

But hey, there's also something about being in secondary 3 that I have always waited for. It's about my CCA. It's that when you're secondary 3, you can volunteer to take pictures for school events. YAY.

Thus, I have been volunteering alot for my CCA, and probably have a chance to be the next president for my CCA? ((hopefully) Or vice president. I mean I know this will mean more workload, BUT HEY, I want to you know do something for my CCA too. Especially when there is a chance, why should I not seize the chance?

((Reason why I did not blog about CNY instead was because I did not go back to Malaysia and stayed in Singapore. Yeah it was boring, at least I did finish my homeworks.))

Hope you guys collected tons of angbaos and had a great CNY.
Alrights, that's all. Cheerssss. :-)

New Year's Resolution

Hey guys

Okay so since it's 2014, A NEW YEAR, meaning a brand new start right? So, well I got 3 things that I HOPE I can accomplish by this year. GOGO.

1. SO FIRSTLY, IT'S OBVIOUSLY TRYING TO PUT MY STUDIES FIRST.
2. WELL, IT'S TO CUT DOWN ON GAMING ((BECAUSE I CAN'T STOP))
3. It's to sound more modest, NAH, IT'S TO ERM MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD AND MAKE SURE I DON'T REGRET DOING ANYTHING FOR THIS YEAR.

So, these are the things I REALLY HOPE I CAN DO IT. It's gonna be tough, but hey, you have to pay the price if you wanna be fabulous. OH, I GOT ANOTHER ONE, I HOPE I CAN BE MORE PUNCTUAL. Because, I am always late at 2013 like REALLY. And I should be more independent. But hey, I really believe and just pray that you know 2014 could be that year that can change my life.

So I have camp in 2 days time, for 3 days 2 nights. It's gonna be fun though, because erm, I don't know actually.

HOPEFULLY. Just keep hoping. This is it though, it's just my resolutions. Bye.

R.U.N

Hi guysss,

Firstly, I know it's been so long since I update but HEY, I went to Johor last week so hehe.

Anyways, it's like about time I blog about this event thing. This event (I remember briefly talking about it in my earlier posts) was a really tiring event, you have to run everywhere and do the missions, but the most important is the final location.

Moving on,

The first location was at Choa Chu Kang CC, so the challenge was to balance 9 nails on an eraser WITH ONLY ONE NAIL TOUCHING THE ERASER. (I think it's 9, I forgot) It seems impossible. LITERALLY. We went to google and youtube for like solutions. Plus, I was shaking like really, I can't hold a nail without shaking. So then we found a video. It's insane. IT'S REALLY DIFFICULT.

Just watch it guys. It's so hard to do especially when you have shaky hands. It's just kind of impossible. But NOOO, the team beside us actually manage to succeed. Impressive huh. So what we did was er really, very creative? You know how eraser has that paper wrapper around it? Yeah we took that and placed it on top of the eraser. Then, we poke a nail at the middle of the eraser and the paper. Then, we stuff all the rest of the nails in the paper. Smart right? If you can even understand. Gahhh. We barely succeeded.

Just look at me. I feel fat.

After that we went to is Keat Hong Shopping Mall. So what we were supposed to do was to pick 2 members and eat a packet of chips (kind of small) within 1 minute. Woah, so first it looks easy and simple, BUT IT'S NOT. My team we chose the 2 guys (Edwin & Jovan) Well, Jovan kind of cheated by eating a few before they started. But oh well, they did not eat finish anyways. So if you failed that, then there's another mission. It's to find 2 public people to help us to do erm how do you say it. ERRRR.

Yeah these 2. You can see Yun Xuan's face at the second picture first one. Heh. ANYWAYS, so yeah, we did it within 10 minutes and we got extra money yay! Oh ya money as in their R.U.N currency.

Paper. Just paper.

The next place we went was Choa Chu Kang Park, the playground. Instead of walking, BEING A SINGAPOREAN, LAZY SINGAPOREANS, we well took a bus. Yay and guess what, we took a big round before going to Lot One. Yay, last few to reach. Ugh. But anyways, we were supposed to find these paper logos around the playground and the exercise area? So WELL, J'AI TROUVE MAJORITE. It just means I found majority. WELL REALLY THOUGH. I FOUND LIKE 5 OUT OF 6 OR 7. HELLO? Like a finally, I was useful in the whole thing. Felt so useless. BUT HEY, AIN'T NOBODY GOT TIME TO FEEL EMO.

So next we went to HOLD ON WAIT. TRYING TO RECALL. Really bad memory. Erm, I forgot. Wait errr. I am guessing, it's the Teck Whye Shopping Mall? So well I remember the mission though. It was to find someone there in the "market" and sing to them the lyrics and they have to guess the song title. So well, Edwin did the singing. And it. was. HILARIOUS. So there's 3 categories and we had to pick 1 song from each category. So there's the english, chinese and children categories. We chose Call Me Maybe, Tian Mi Mi, and the Banana Song. So we were looking everywhere (not really) for someone who has potential in guessing. So we walked around, THEN ME BEING SMART, AND HAVING SENSITIVE EARS (I don't think I have though) I HEARD 22 SANG BY TAYLOR SWIFT MUSIC. Obviously, when someone listens to that, WOULD OBVIOUSLY KNOW THE SONGS THAT WE HAVE. So we chose this male in his 20s? Well, the singing was abit off, but OH WELL, he is great in guessing. I have to say, if it was me, I would take 10 years to think of the answer.

So easily we passed that round. Then we went to Yew Tee Point. You guys might think oh it's just near by! OH HELL NO. WE WALKED FROM CCKCC TO KEAT HONG SHOPPING MALL THEN TO CCK PARK THEN BACK TO TECK WHYE SHOPPING MALL. AND YEW TEE POINT WAS NOT NEAR AT ALL. We then decided to walk to Yew Tee Point. What a tiring choice. 

So our mission this time was to "eat" the train. It means you have to stand somewhere where the train will be entering your mouth. So the point is that the person eating it should be near the camera. So we reached Yew Tee MRT, BUT THEN, they called. They said that we have to go to the Choa Chu Kang Swimming Complex BEFORE WE GO YEW TEE. Darn it! We have reached. For God's sake. So well we reached, and what we were suppose to do was to have this little general knowledge quiz. So when they ask the question, the person who is going to answer have to press the bell and raise the sign if it's true or false. If the answer is correct someone will go up the stairs, but if it's wrong, one person who went up should come down. It's okay if you don't understand though, I don't really understand myself.

So for this mission, WE BARELY PASSED. The correct answers just came out during the last few moments. So then we went back to Yew Tee and well Edwin ate the train. Looked really funny though, it's like the train is smashing his whole face. BAHAHHAHAHHA. ANYWAYS, when we reached Yew Tee Point, we first ate our lunch. ME BEING A KIND SOUL, TREATED MY FELLOW TEAM MATES DRINKS. TADAH. Actually I was just too lazy to get the money back from them. Oh whatever. So after eating, we had to guess how many people would come out of the Yew Tee Point's door within 30 seconds in like choices. So it's like 1-5, 6-10, 11-15, 16-20. Get it wrong and you will have to do 5 squats. IT'S NOTHING REALLY, COMPARED TO HOW MY ENGLISH TEACHER, MS LEE PUNISHES US WITH LIKE TEN THOUSAND SQUATS. Gahhhh I miss her punishments. So well we guessed wrongly once then the second try we got it right YAY. The challenge after that was to jump. LUCKY ME, I BARELY HAD ANY APPETITE FOR LUNCH SO I ATE QUITE LITTLE. We had to jump in where the camera points and it's really HIGH. 

HAHHAHHA THEY LOOK FUNNY DON'T THEY. Well, so SOMEHOW we succeeded, then after that we had another challenge, it was to ask like 2 public people to take a picture with us but we had to pose with this huge statue and we have to find a spot where the camera can see our head. Well, we asked an angmoh WHO IS REALLY FRIENDLY. (MY IDEA BY THE WAY, to get the angmoh, I just had to take credits for that hahaha) I asked her if she could take a picture with us, she was like SURE! SEE FRIENDLY ANOT? Well then, we succeeded, at first attempt. Kind of proud. The jumping one we took like FOREVER.

SO LIKE A FINALLY, WE CAN MOVE ON TO THE FINAL LOCATION. 

It was at Regent Secondary School. Firstly, when we reached there, THEY SAID WE WERE THE 6 GROUP TO REACH OUT OF 21. HELLO? BE PROUD. So we had 5 minutes rest before we continue with the bonus mission. What this mission is to find 1 man in 10 blocks or something and HE COULD GO UP. LIKE WTF. 

So well, we split up (WE WERE LIKE THE ONLY TEAM WHO KEEP SPLITTING UP) and we could not find anything thing. Well then we saw this girl who climbed up the stairs. First of all, she climbed up confidently, like she knew he was there, and she was smiling. Okay so, YUP MAJOR SUSPICION. Well, Yun Xuan and I followed her to the 4th floor, AND WE SAW THE GUY. WOOHOO. So now, we had to get our team back. We keep calling them and asking them where are they telling them to rush here, WHICH TOOK THEM LIKE 1000 YEARS TO REACH OR SOMETHING. But well in the end, Yun Xuan and I went to look for that guy first. So well we got our bonus money for the last round. Yay.

BACK TO REGENT SECONDARY SCHOOL.

So while waiting for your teams to compete in the other teams, you would take turns with other teams to play dodgeball or just sit at the hall. I DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND MYSELF SOMETIMES. So well, it's like Row A gets to start the final mission, then Row B will go play dodgeball. Then when Row A & B is back, Row C will start the final mission while Row D goes for dodgeball. COMPRENDO? Hmm, spanish and french just sounds so interesting. WELL SO I AM ROW D, so when Row A came back from the mission, the guy said that they were rough so they keep changing the rules. GAHH. But whatever dodgeball was first. SO FIRSTLY THE OTHER 3 TEAMS IN ROW D WERE FREAKING FIT. When I mean fit, HO HO HO I MEAN FREAKING MUSCULAR. So for our team we totally just stood there like an idoit while the other 3 teams were fighting among themselves.

So from what I saw, THEY WERE ROUGH ALRIGHT. AT THE SECOND ROUND SOMEONE THREW THE BALL AT MY HEAD. DAMN. Well, I got the ball, but I did not dare to throw it HEHE. SHY MA. I just passed it to my other team mates. FOR THE THIRD ROUND, WE ALLY WITH THE TEAM BESIDE US. They said something which was really erm weird. "We are not that childish to betray right?" EARLIER WE WERE THINKING OF BETRAYING. GAHHH. Our team was practically out within like 2 minutes or something. Well, so we just went back to the hall and wait for our turn to play the final mission. 

Well, before that the other Kranji Secondary team keeps asking us to win, WHICH WAS PRESSURING. Because one, YOU ARE PINNING ALL YOUR HOPES ON US. Two, we know it's impossible to win ESPECIALLY IN OUR ROW HELLO? So we just hoped you know maybe we accomplish like something or find until something. BUT OH NO SISTER, APPARENTLY BEFORE 5 MINUTES WAS OVER TEAM 2 CLEAR THE WHOLE THING. I did not even see what was going on. WTF? So well, it just ended like that. SADLY. BUT HEY, I still had fun. I mean WE. Before we were dismissed, we took a photo for like TONS OF CAMERAS. I did not give mine though because they have a facebook page for a reason! All photos here were taken from their facebook page, do visit and like it? Check out the photos and think of how much fun we had. 

This year, my christmas was spent DIFFERENTLY from how I would usually spend it. Well, usually I would go back to KL, Malaysia and visit all my relatives there. THIS TIME, I went to Johor and my grandparents even came from KL. LIKE WOAH. They rarely leaves their area. So well, this year, I did something special to my friends, I wrote long text messages WELL FOR SOME OF YOU. FOR THE REST, I DID NOT FORGET YOU IT'S JUST THAT I WAS REALLY IN A RUSH AND I HAD TO GO. FOR EXAMPLE, SHAUNA, JIAYI, ETCETC. My parents were kind of forcing me to leave house in the middle of typing to someone. WHAT'S SAD IS THAT, I had to wish them an advanced merry christmas as there won't be any wifi there. Hmph sad. 

FOR YOUR INFORMATION: ON CHRISTMAS, I DRANK WHITE WINE. And it tastes like shit. I rather drink red wine. HEH

BY THE WAY IF YOU GUYS DO NOT KNOW, YUNXUAN LIKE A FINALLY WROTE ME A LONG MESSAGE AND I WILL POST IT HERE FOR MEMORY. And I practically died laughing at the end of the message. 

it's in extra large so I can read it properly even when I have tears in my eyes. 

SEE I SO SWEET MA.

Alright, that's all. CHEERS. BYE.

Disappointment

Hi guys,

So remember my previous post? I would love to remove it down. I feel so disappointed in myself. How did I let gaming take over my holidays. Gaming made everything got further from me. Some of my friends, since I always late reply them. I know how much the late reply feeling sucks. I know. I'm sorry friends. I let you guys down, even myself. I just realized 28 more days till the end of holidays. All I have been doing during this holiday was gaming. I did not even went out for like at least 3 days. Weekends I would be at home, same goes to weekdays.

It's such a disappointment to see that this crazy small little thing, can make you change your priorities. It's like no longer family first, friends second. It's more like gaming first, friends second, and family third. Why's that? You have gaming friends, so you skype with them the whole day, because you practically game for the whole day. Thus, neglecting your family. It's so weird right now, that I can treat my blog "lightly". If you get it. I always blog with WAY more feelings than the previous post. The previous post was more of a ranting post. Which was typed within like 10 minutes. Because I felt the need to SHARE with the world how dumb am I. Hey Aileen, your friends text you because they care. Yet, you are trying to push them away. Can't you see how dumb you can get? There was a chance, you did not seize it, you pushed it away.

This is why I feel dumb. Well, recently, I have been talking more on Whatsapp, but still, I feel so ashamed of myself that such a thing can happen to me. Oh well, better know the cause later, then never knowing it. I don't know why. I am those people who just can't change. Even if I promise to. (oops) It's like I know I am wrong, but I won't change, which I think it's because I'm stubborn. I do not like it when someone ask me to do something, neither do I like it when someone thinks I am not right. I always think I'm right, I'm right, I'm never wrong. You want me to change? Why not you change? I changed? No it's you. See my point. It's just my nature. I sometimes feel like killing myself when the old habits start to kick in again. It's like I AM WRONG, I KNOW IT. But I'm not doing anything to change.

For example, at the beginning of the holiday, I told myself, hey maybe I should blog more? I even motivated myself to go exercise during the holidays. DUDE, GUYS, THE OPPOSITE HAPPENED. I blogged lesser, and I got fatter. Yes, IT'S TRUE (don't judge). I hope that I could like perhaps change for the better now? Probably, stop making myself disappointed? Stop making my parents disappointed? Start working harder. Actually I have no idea what's the use of this post, when I don't change, haters will start to judge. Saying all the bullshits that I ALREADY KNOW. I am those lazy people who can't even change for the good. It's not like I want to. Those temptations. You. Can't. Resist.

28 more days guys. To the start of a new book. Hah. What a joke. Don't expect me to change. But still guys, expect the unexpected. That quote still gives me hope. You know, a little sense of assurance.

1 more month and I would be in school again. In secondary 3. I totally hope I would KNOW and CHANGE my priorities by then. Studies first, families second, friends third. < I have been hoping for that for my whole life. But hey, maybe something will hit me, and wake me up.

"So wake me up when it's all over, when I'm wiser and I'm older." Gah I love that song.

Will be updating my blog about the R.U.N Event. A memorable event, made my whole body ache the day after. :-) Cheers.