Mothers

Hey guys, it's Mothers Day tomorrow! Go prepare something special for your mummies! :-)

Why?
Well, they deserve it, don't they? When you were young, your mum was like the saviour of your life. When you are scared, sick, aren't they always there for you? And whenever you yearn for a toy, most moms would definitely try their best to get it for you unless they find that it won't do any good for you right? But even if they don't let you guys will continuously whine right? In the end, they will still get it for you. Why? Because they love you. They don't want you to be sad or have a bad impression of them in your minds. But what happens when we get older? Teenagers are getting more rebellious these days. It's like, "What sia*, she don't want me to do, I purposely want to show her I can!" That self-centered attitude.
*sia - This word is a singlish word. Just to emphasise the previous word before the word 'sia'

I do know that some teenagers out there will think like "I feel that my mum is like a outdated mother, only know how to nag and scold, don't know how to be in our shoes and feel for us." Especially this line that 70% of teenagers should have thought of this before. "At this critical moment, I should officially declare my entire dubiety of the fact that she is probably not my biological mum." Then after that you will start comparing your mothers like "Walao, why my mother not like blahblahblah's." You know that feeling? Then, when your parents compare you to other students, you complain, you feel hurt. Then do you know how much more hurt they will feel if they know that you keep comparing them? They took up their time to nurture you, to grow you. And do you think that when you were in her womb, did you think it was easy carrying you guys? Did you know when she gave birth to you, that moment it's so painful? When you were born, at first sight she saw you, she think it's worth it, all the pain and troubles. And now? You are there complaining, whining after what they did for you?

Yes, I did complain about my mum before, but not all the time, not now. Never did I ever complain about her ever since I step into secondary school. When I did complain about her, I will feel guilty and want to take back my words aftermath.

Ok fine, I admit, who likes being scolded, nagged at, yelled at, demanded to do this and that as if you were born to slave or something. Who doesn't hate it when your mum just doesn't understand you no matter how hard you try to explain but she still insists that she does? Who likes it when your mum shouts at you in front of everyone else as if she's oblivious to the crowd, making you feel like you need a hole on a floor to hide your face. Who likes it when your mum is being god darn unreasonable and all you wish is just to try and fight for your own rights or maybe trying to explain to her but she claims that you are talking back to her.

then how about the one who made your day when you started crying all day long. The one who fork out the extra time and go an extra mile just to make you happy. The one who tolerated when you repeated the same old line when you wanted to buy your favourite toy? If she nags, it just means she care. I mean, the worse it them not trying. If she rejects you, she doesn't want to spoil you. If she shouts, it proves that she cares for you. If she hits you, take it as a lesson for not behaving, for not listening to her. If she doesn't trust you, question yourself if you are worth the trust first. If she doesn't listen, of course don't talk to her when she's angry. That's stupid, just be patient.

I believe that all mothers would still love their child no matter rain or shine, otherwise they would have dumped you into some orphanage or even worse, killed you before you even seen the world, instead of suffering the 9 months of pain. If you think that your mother doesn't love you, spare her that few minutes or seconds to take a second thought.

Think of how fortunate you are to be in this world with a mum when some other kids in the same world, doesn't get to enjoy such love, such joy, such luxury. Be happy for what you have and not dwell on what you don't. At the end of the day, no matter what they do, be forgiving and remind yourself of all the hardship she has gone through to make you what you have today.

Remember this line, without our mothers, we wouldn't have us today, now.

"Mothers hold their child's hand for a moment and their heart for a lifetime." - Anon.

That's it for today. Bye guys :-)

Update

Hi guyss, just to update you guys briefly.

1. On 17 May, a couple of my friends and I will  be going to Adventure Cove :-) Hehe :3 I am quite excited.
2. On the first few days of June holidays, again a couple of my friends and I will be going to Universal Studio Singapore (USS) :D YES, I AM SO DARN EXCITED RIGHT NOW. :P
3. During the June holidays, Joan and I will be going to Bugis to shop :-) Mind email-ing me some shops that are in Bugis that is a must go? ;-)
4. On 8th June I have a school activity concert. (I guess) So, the whole of secondary 1 and 2 in my school will be watching the secondary 1 students performing and some other levels.
5. One of the dates of June, my form teacher will be getting married.

For the last point, it's not really what you guys might want to know. But you have no idea that my form teacher has like the power to make people feel scared of her. I am actually shocked when my other form teacher told us that she is going to be married. I bet everyone's reaction was :O 

Unless, you are in my class or under her, you can never feel how I feel. Maybe that is why these few days, she does not have her PMS attitude with her on my class. But what I overheard is that she rage on another class, and even made some people cry. Upon hearing this I was like "WOW. I thought she was happy over her upcoming marriage." Haha :-) Okay enough for now : ) Anyways, thanks for some of your concern ♥, I do feel happier. Although I can't forget about the crush, but life goes on. :3 Byebye sweetlings. :)

life

Life is hard, yet normal. Yes, pick up from where you fall! Don't keep staying there hoping someone could come and help you. Maybe someone will, but who knows eventually people leaves you. No point pinning high hopes on someone when you know they will crush you down again. Who is this person keep making your high hopes get crushed over and over again? Your crush. Maybe that's why people call them crush. Sometimes, it is just so difficult to pick yourself up. Remember this trended on twitter? #IAmThankful? Well, #IAmThanful for my strong legs, for being able to pick myself no matter how hard life gets. These few days, I am just feeling really emotional. I think it's due to my crush. But then I recently just figured out that everyone leaves in the end except for some who really cares for you. Example, your family who will always be there for you. Your best friends, who know the real you inside you. Your future boyfriend/girlfriend because they know you and understands you, they accept every little facts or huge facts about you. I also figured out my age is just too young. Let's wait for someone even better than your current crush for now. Young teens like me still don't know the full meaning of love. So let's not waste our times on such things now and just study harder for our future. Why? People tends to waste times on such 'love' things and apparently, their results just deprove and deprove and in the end their crushes just leave. Isn't their future is kind of ruined? Don't you think that that's really sad? That they wasted their years pinning all of their hopes on someone and that someone just left their life. I once felt that, and that feeling just sucks. No one likes it when you get your hopes up for nothing right? To me, life is hard yes I agree, it's a fact isn't it? Go walk around the town, asking strangers and people are their life hard? Tell you what alright? 90% answers will be a yes. But so what? That's their past, they overcame it. Isn't that's why they can be walking in town enjoying life? That's why sometimes people in town are my motivation and inspiration. Truthfully I have not been genuinely happy. 

So I currently I have no mood so yeah. That's it for now. Bye.

Napfa?

Hello guys! So most of you guys are having your Napfa recently right? Well, then all the best! I have been seeing tweets about Napfa (especially the girls) saying that they are so screwed! Nevermind! There is always a second try! Keep trying and train, alrights? I don't believe you can't do better unless you never even bother trying to practise!

I recently just had my Napfa too! My standing broad jumps and pull ups are like just nono. I just can't do it! So, I decided to keep exercising eat lesser right now! Yes, my goal is to lose weight like at least 4kg this year. And yes, your expression must be like

No way you can't do it! But still, I am motivated! I want to be healthier :P I believe I can do it, if I just put effort in it. 

Ever heard of "Effort is another word for Miracle."? 

Well, then you just know such a quote existed. These few days, due to my school (probably), I really just want to sweat it out. SOOOOO not like the usual me, I mean usually I will just stick to my computer and just keep it to myself. But these few days, I just want to sweat it out. You guys know what I mean? But I just don't dare. I need accompanies if I want to run. Sorry but yes I am a scareday cat.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I should really muster up my courage and just run whenever I want right? ._.

But sorry, I have no guts to just do that. Ok, how about I try running myself on 140413 and I shall make a blog post about it with some photos? (maybe, nah maybe not) hehe :3 So anyways, just to update you guys up, I did not drink starbucks for like 2 years already, and yeap, I am missing it. But bye guys! ♥

childhood ☺

Hi people! 

Today my school celebrated International Friendship Day. Well, not really 'celebrated'. Just more learnings, haha! Anyways, I would like to say thank you to all my readers internationally and locally! Happy Friendship Day! Let's be friends! Hahaha!

By looking at the title, you should know what am I going to talk about today. I am going to talk about childhood. Why? Again, I was scrolling down my twitter page and I saw lots of tweets about childhood. Ain't that sweet? Recollecting your memories ♥. Anyways, some people thinks that when you grow up you can't be immature, and play or watch like your childhood cartoons. I mean, is there like such official rule? If we watch the cartoons, we just want to get those memory back, and we can't? Just because we are all grown up? (Well, I am still 14 years old.) Most old teens like 16 year olds? They feel that they should not watch cartoons anymore as they are afraid of being judged on and criticized for being so immature. To those people feeling like this: Don't need to be afraid or shy! I bet everyone wants to watch their childhood cartoons too! Maybe they are like you! A f r a i d. Look, whatever you do, you will still be judged on. Or should I say EVERYTHING you do, you will be judged on. Why? Judgmental Society. That's why. If your friends laugh at you, so what? You are just being you! Maybe they aren't true friends, or maybe they don't understand you enough yet. You are just trying to cherish your moments when you are young, aren't you? To the judges: Go on, judge all you want? Why? We don't freaking care. Thank you for giving us your attention the whole time, we really appreciate it. Now go and have that attention to yourself, check yourself on the mirror, see all your flaws. Why? Because that is how each victim feels every time you judge them on their flaws. It's not like you are perfect right? 

Back to the topic, I really love my childhood : ). My childhood has been good to me and so is my teenhood i think haha! Anyways, do tweet me up and we can be friends? Haha! I really want to have more friends, maybe its just because I am a greedy girl haha! : 3 To reiterate, we are living in a judgmental society, no matter what you do, you will still get judged and that watching cartoons isn't a crime at all! It is in fact a way to just get that smile back on our face. (Well, sometimes) Till next time, bye :)

best friends exist?

hey people : ) ok, I apologise for not like blogging since like A HUGE LONG AMOUNT OF TIME. So yeah, I am sorry. Do forgive me : )

These few days, when i scroll down my twitter page, I see lots and lots of people tweeting about fake friends, so called friends and some even due to these "so-called" friends and just gave up on true friends. Usually this applies to girls only, right? Why? Because girls feel insecure, when they find security they might be more open-minded like guys. It is just like love, ain't it? In relationships, girls tends to be the one heartbroken then they go and do those silly shits like cutting their wrists, and just feel like committing suicide, just because of a guy? Ok, I don't really know how it feels, since I was never in a relationship, but well, I truly find it stupid to just harm yourself because of a guy. Hey girls, you can find better guys in the future! So just let go, don't keep holding on and live with it, it is just part of our life, without such problems, we wouldn't overcome heartbreaks and stuffs in the future. Without overcoming such problems, we wouldn't be stronger. So girls out there, stay strong! : )

Anyways, back to the topic, I don't think that people out there should give up on true friendship just because of some people who are like well "fake" to you. Just because one of your friends did that to you, you can imply that every single friends out there are fake! There may be true friends waiting for you, forever being there for you.  Best friends are like people who do funny shits together, play together and well, feel each other. Well for me, I have a true friend, although I only know her for one year only, but we made so many memories together for that past year. Every time I am sad, she will just try her best to cheer me up and ask me to not give up and stay strong. She is also one of the reason why I decided to blog about this. Just don't give up alright? There is always this friend for you, evern if you think there isn't :)  ♡

Well, this is just one person's perspective, so even if you give up one friendships, it is still your choice. It's your mind, your choice. :) To the next blog :) 

Love you guys x. 

Sinceres.

I am so sorry for not posting for the last few days.
Well, lots of things happened during the last few days, and well, I wanted to study for next year so I told myself that I can't use the computer till today.
so that's why :)

Anyways, for those VIPs out there!
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So, life has been good to me :)
but the weather, well, NOT REALLY.
HAHAHAH!
so well, there is this korean phrase that I can remember it clearly without referring to my notes.
심심 해 .
it's shim shim hae.
it means, I'm bored.
well, but blogging and tumblr-ing makes my day.
So, I will never be bored.

some people say their bored as natural as air.
like after 1 min, they tweet their bored ._.
well, didn't you just tweet that?
after you tap the "tweet" button, didn't it made you keep refreshing the page waiting for the tweet to be posted?
Well, if you did, then, you did something.
And just after you saw is posted, only then you had nothing to do.

some people are worse!
I go to their house, they say their bored.
I mean, HELLO? What did I come to your house for?
IT'S OBVIOUSLY TO TALK TO YOU AND PLAY.
then the moment we enter, you say you're bored.
Hey, I am not so free to go your house like everyday  ._.
So don't waste my time by telling me you're bored.

So well, feeling kinda angry right now :3 so yeah.
Goodbye.

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