Secondary 3 for me is a really tough year, practically it's because at this year, this is where many students actually either retain or drop to a different stream. The speed of the teachers teaching this year, it's like ten times faster than in secondary 2. The homeworks are like also ten times more than last year.
I remember they say that the huge jump is from secondary 4 to 5. But no, if they never ever mention the jump on secondary 2 to 3, I think I might just die in secondary 4.
First of all guys, I won't even think of giving ONE PERCENT chance of retaining this year. So I am going to study my ass off this year, and just do well for my 'N' level. Why? Hopefully, I can go for the Polytechnic Foundation Program. Although, I have no idea what I want to do in the future. Like literally no idea, not even knowing a course I want in polytechnic. But hopefully maybe when I grow older I can probably know what I want for my future. Let's just pray hard for this year, hopefully won't be lazy. Thanks to school stuffs, yeah I kind of stopped gaming for a while. Not really craving to game anymore. Yay or nay?
Now because of school load, I barely have time to slack. It's like really scary, because to me, I feel like I think I should study at least 2 hours EVERYDAY. This is not my usual thinking, usually I would be thinking like what game should I play afterwards or like what should I do in the holidays. But now? It's just so not me. But if I can, I would want to just enjoy time with my friends. I don't get why the education system now is so strict? The competition now is just so tight. Why? Why is every student getting judged due to how smart they are in learning? I mean, everyone is intelligent in different ways. Not everyone is smart in education right? How can you judge someone base on something they are not good in? Well, I saw a picture on twitter, which is true, but I did not download it. Just let me find it. AND OBVIOUSLY, I CAN'T FIND IT. But being smart, I went to googled and I found it. Wait, is 'google' even a verb? I GOOGLED IT.
You're calling this fair? Asking a fish to climb the tree. It's not fair guys. So you can't just judge students on their studies and results. Some could be better in arts? While others in physical education? Everyone is all different guys, everyone judges, I may not have the rights to stop people from judging, but I know how it feels to be judged. I have been bullied before, I mean at some point of time people will get bullied. Unless well you're the bully, or you're just that 'perfect'. You think being called fat is fun? You think being called useless is cool? You think being called slut is fabulous? No, it hurts. I probably cried once or twice over those. So, I don't think it's 'fun' to judge people? Like do you even know what they have been through? No right? All you did was just look at their outer appearance. Do you know how they feel? Maybe they have reasons why they are what you judge them. Mhmm, and you just ugh.
But hey, there's also something about being in secondary 3 that I have always waited for. It's about my CCA. It's that when you're secondary 3, you can volunteer to take pictures for school events. YAY.
Thus, I have been volunteering alot for my CCA, and probably have a chance to be the next president for my CCA? ((hopefully) Or vice president. I mean I know this will mean more workload, BUT HEY, I want to you know do something for my CCA too. Especially when there is a chance, why should I not seize the chance?
((Reason why I did not blog about CNY instead was because I did not go back to Malaysia and stayed in Singapore. Yeah it was boring, at least I did finish my homeworks.))
Hope you guys collected tons of angbaos and had a great CNY.
Alrights, that's all. Cheerssss. :-)