Aug 26, 2013

Results

Hi guys,

so my results for my common test, wasn't that satisfactory. I was hoping AT LEAST a pass in everything. Boy, looks like it was the opposite. Flunked almost all subjects, lucky for some, my class works are done well, so it can pull up my overall, thus, a pass in the overall.

I wasn't really happy with all of my results, even though you know I keep telling myself, "dude, you did not study, at least you passed!" That totally did not work on me. I know I did not study, but I expected better. I remember talking to Yun Ying on the phone, and we had a sudden subject about our results, yeap, you can expect what I did. I teared a couple. Yup. So I decided to change for the better, or it can be a testing "thing" because every single time, when your teachers returns you your daily assignments, they will write small comments like, "Keep it up!" "Work Harder!" "Just abit more!" "You can do it!" You know, stuffs like that, so I want to try, if really I put in effort, if I can really do better. From the end of last week till now, I know it's just 3 days, but I have been studying, LIKE LITERALLY STUDYING. AS IN REALLY WRITING NOTES, AND UNDERSTANDING THE TOPICS. YEAH ME. STUDYING. Unless you are close to me, you won't be surprised. So, I have been starting to study at least an hour a day (better than nothing right), and my closest bud, Joan, said I was improving. HIP TO THE RAY. :D

So yeah, I am proud, but on homeworks, I still can't. I hate those shits, why do they even exists. UGH DAMN.

Anyways, let's digress a bit, a few hours ago, my classmates totally insulted my friends. BUT GUESS WHAT, THEY INSULT THEM IN THE WAY THEY DESERVED TO BE INSULTED. Alright, it's because they wanted to switch groups with two other people, I mean it's cool until here, UNTIL THE EXCUSE THAT PERSON USED TO ASK THEM SWITCH WAS THAT "Oh your height with A (shortest guy in class) about the same, so you guys go to their group." Ok, lets see what is happening here, I get that someone specially told you that they want to enter your group, and I know that you want the two of them out of your group, BUT REALLY? YOU ARE INDIRECTLY CALLING THEM SHORT, AREN'T YOU. Don't say I am accusing you, alrights, because it's easy really, OH SHE IS THE SAME HEIGHT AS THE SHORTEST BOY IN THE CLASS = SHORT. Lets rewind things a little, the person who wants to go to your group, is freaking like what shorter than them? AND WOW THIS PERSON HAD TO ASKED THE "LEADER" TO CALL THEM SHORT. HAHA JOKE.

To the person (you know yourself),
I swear, I will call you short in your fucking asshole face,
Why?
Because I had enough of your nonsense for freaking 2 years,
EXACTLY 2 YEARS, 
Last year, you had to snatch and use despicable means and ways to get everything I have
For example, my friend, Joan.
Ohhh, sorry but I knocked some sense into her, like how I did to Yun Ying.
Ever since, the rumour is spreading in my class, about you and you know who is together.
Your guts just grew, didn't it?
Scolding everyone, flirting with every single guy in our class.

OH HO PEOPLE I AM NOT FREAKING ACCUSING HER.
IF YOU THINK SPEAKING IN HIGH PITCH VOICE AND USING A DIFFERENT LAUGHTER LIKE HOW SHE IS AND EVERY TIME SMILING WITH A WEIRD ACT CUTE SMILE, IS NOT FLIRTING. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IS IT.

(con't) If you really want to go on, like this,
Trust me, you can't live in the future,
All you do is snatching, flirting, and shits like those. 
Not using your own effort.
Even when you were with Joan,
You AT LEAST, know how contain yourself,
but now, not anymore, you are now worse than your current "best friend"
If that's what you called it.
Because you are too much of a betrayer to have any friends. 
Including her.
Your current one.
I think she deserves something way much better.

Guess that's all folks! Need to cool down and continue with my homeworks! Bye guys.