Results

Hi guys,

so my results for my common test, wasn't that satisfactory. I was hoping AT LEAST a pass in everything. Boy, looks like it was the opposite. Flunked almost all subjects, lucky for some, my class works are done well, so it can pull up my overall, thus, a pass in the overall.

I wasn't really happy with all of my results, even though you know I keep telling myself, "dude, you did not study, at least you passed!" That totally did not work on me. I know I did not study, but I expected better. I remember talking to Yun Ying on the phone, and we had a sudden subject about our results, yeap, you can expect what I did. I teared a couple. Yup. So I decided to change for the better, or it can be a testing "thing" because every single time, when your teachers returns you your daily assignments, they will write small comments like, "Keep it up!" "Work Harder!" "Just abit more!" "You can do it!" You know, stuffs like that, so I want to try, if really I put in effort, if I can really do better. From the end of last week till now, I know it's just 3 days, but I have been studying, LIKE LITERALLY STUDYING. AS IN REALLY WRITING NOTES, AND UNDERSTANDING THE TOPICS. YEAH ME. STUDYING. Unless you are close to me, you won't be surprised. So, I have been starting to study at least an hour a day (better than nothing right), and my closest bud, Joan, said I was improving. HIP TO THE RAY. :D

So yeah, I am proud, but on homeworks, I still can't. I hate those shits, why do they even exists. UGH DAMN.

Anyways, let's digress a bit, a few hours ago, my classmates totally insulted my friends. BUT GUESS WHAT, THEY INSULT THEM IN THE WAY THEY DESERVED TO BE INSULTED. Alright, it's because they wanted to switch groups with two other people, I mean it's cool until here, UNTIL THE EXCUSE THAT PERSON USED TO ASK THEM SWITCH WAS THAT "Oh your height with A (shortest guy in class) about the same, so you guys go to their group." Ok, lets see what is happening here, I get that someone specially told you that they want to enter your group, and I know that you want the two of them out of your group, BUT REALLY? YOU ARE INDIRECTLY CALLING THEM SHORT, AREN'T YOU. Don't say I am accusing you, alrights, because it's easy really, OH SHE IS THE SAME HEIGHT AS THE SHORTEST BOY IN THE CLASS = SHORT. Lets rewind things a little, the person who wants to go to your group, is freaking like what shorter than them? AND WOW THIS PERSON HAD TO ASKED THE "LEADER" TO CALL THEM SHORT. HAHA JOKE.

To the person (you know yourself),

I swear, I will call you short in your fucking asshole face,

Why?

Because I had enough of your nonsense for freaking 2 years,

EXACTLY 2 YEARS, 

Last year, you had to snatch and use despicable means and ways to get everything I have

For example, my friend, Joan.

Ohhh, sorry but I knocked some sense into her, like how I did to Yun Ying.

Ever since, the rumour is spreading in my class, about you and you know who is together.

Your guts just grew, didn't it?

Scolding everyone, flirting with every single guy in our class.

OH HO PEOPLE I AM NOT FREAKING ACCUSING HER.

IF YOU THINK SPEAKING IN HIGH PITCH VOICE AND USING A DIFFERENT LAUGHTER LIKE HOW SHE IS AND EVERY TIME SMILING WITH A WEIRD ACT CUTE SMILE, IS NOT FLIRTING. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IS IT.

(con't) If you really want to go on, like this,

Trust me, you can't live in the future,

All you do is snatching, flirting, and shits like those. 

Not using your own effort.

Even when you were with Joan,

You AT LEAST, know how contain yourself,

but now, not anymore, you are now worse than your current "best friend"

If that's what you called it.

Because you are too much of a betrayer to have any friends. 

Including her.

Your current one.

I think she deserves something way much better.

Guess that's all folks! Need to cool down and continue with my homeworks! Bye guys.

Followers

Hi loveliess,

So today is all about twitter followers.
So I am SURE, you guys know how it feels when people follows you, then unfollow, then follow. I MEAN, IT'S SO ANNOYING. Then, those people follows you, tweets you to follow back, once you followed, THAT'S IT. THEY UNFOLLOW YOU. Those kind of people deserves to be shred into pieces and be burnt into a volcano as some sacrifice or whateverr. BUT SERIOUSLY, it's just annoying. Don't you think so? Then when you tweet them to follow back, they will follow you again, then WITHIN 48 HOURS, TAKE MY WORDS, you will lose a follower. Why? Because of people like them. I know sometimes, it's just weird to tweet some stranger for a follow back, but THIS generation just seems to be like OH, THE MORE FOLLOWERS YOU HAVE THE MORE POPULAR YOU ARE. OH THE MORE TWEETS YOU HAVE THE MORE POPULAR YOU ARE. BITCH.

Like seriously, who says that. Our twitter, our followers, our tweets, LIKE THAT ALSO CAN GET JUDGED. Sigh, no idea what the world is becoming like. Just likes to judge of every single thing. Especially, here, in Singapore.

Talk - Judged. People think you flirt.
Change your spectacles - Judged. People think you are trying to "fit in"
Put make up - Judged. People think you fake.
Long school skirt - Judged. People think you are a ugly nerd.
Short school skirt - Judged. People think you trying to get attention from boys.
Go out wear singlet - Judged. People think you attention seeker.

These are the examples of how people can judge you here in Singapore. So if you want to come to Singapore, hmm, I would not object, just be prepared to get judged.

Exams are here, and I guess I am going to flunk all. Apparently, this semester I studied more than I did in the previous year, so I guess with a little more hardwork I can do well for my End Of Year Examinations! ☺ THINK POSITIVE GUYS. +.+ So, that's all for now, and to those people who has exams coming, just do your best! :) Even if you do badly, with a little more hard work, you can improve and do better! Cheers!

☺

Just in case you people reading this post or just looking at here for a moment, and if you are somehow feeling sad or depressed, I have a very mini 4 seconds clip for you. Not a video of me (duh), but some funny part of a video. I don't know why no matter how, when, where, I watch this video I will still laugh. :b hahaha

Because her reaction is just too funny :p 

Okay that's all, check out for my next post! :) Cheers!

An Update

hi guysss, found out that the previous post on the twitter link, the account they actually changed or deleted it, I have no idea, but I think you can try out this twitter account too! It's about similar as the previous one that I recommended, it gives you a list of food that is unhealthy or so and what are some exercises you could do! :)

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By the way, exams are near and I am practically just freaked out. I am stressed, I do not have enough time for revision and what "kind" classmates I have, some actually told me to play computer games. I know I know, I might be obsessed with computer games, but seriously I am freaking stressed out due to exams nearing and here you are asking me to neglect my studies and play. EXCUSE ME. Damn.

After my examinations, the nearest saturday, I will be going to USS with my close budsss - Joan, Yun Ying, Sherman - (check out their twitter!) :) If you don't really know Sherman, he is actually a senior, appear to be bad person but inside is kind and caring la (-: Continuing, we are going to USS TOGETHER AND I CAN'T WAIT. :D Based on the previous trip with Joan and Yun Ying, Human rollercoaster is fun because I was laughing about three quarter during the ride, as for CYLON, damn it's scary I just screamed all the way. But the both of them said CYLON is not scary but HUMAN is. Wow, how opposite we are. But I am really looking forward to this trip and especially with an additional person meaning, no one needs to sit with a strangerrrrr. HIP HIP? HOORAY. Okay that's all, check out my next post about *coughs* follow *coughs* ers *coughs*. Hmm, no one said anything right? haha ok byess :)

Losing Weight Plan

Hi guys.

So I have decided to lose weight. Yes, I have the determination and motivation to lose weight.

1. Some people actually bullied me and said insulting comments to me saying I am fat and so on.
2. I recently started to think if in the future I carry on and not exercise probably no one might like me and I might be forever alone. (Exaggerating a little)
3. Ok, usually when someone wants to lose weight especially being a teenager is to impress someone right. So yeah.
4. I want to show my haters then I can actually lose weight, you know, to prove them wrong maybe?

I know I might fail a little once in a while, but I have a friendly reminder to remind me to run like 2.4 km everyday. So you see, it's like killing two birds with a stone, I get to lose weight and my metabolism rate will increase. Ok add in another bird because my timing for my napfa 2.4 km will improve too.

I may not be aiming for abs who knows LOL. But you know I JUST WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT. So, I got some tips from some people out there, and I would love to thank you guys ♥ They gave me tips like exercise daily or run at least 2 km daily and about 4 months later, I can see the change. Actually, comparing me to last year I lost like, what, 5 kg or so about there. ☺ And yes I am proud. To lose weight, they say, you must have a strong determination and if you want to give up, you know, "Tell yourself why did you persevere till now."

Speaking of family (in the third picture) I would actually want to surprise my family members. If you guys did not know, since I was born till about the age of like 8? I was eating porridge everyday. Ok not really everyday, some days my mummy will treat me to duck soup kway teow, which I still love till now. :) And I was actually quite THIN. YES THIN. Until I got exposed to the bad unhealthy food. :( From the beginning of next week I will be doing the "No Junk Food Challenge".

To those who doesn't know what that is.

Yeah, so for 21 days huh. Trust me like after 7 days I might forget but I will set it as my lockscreen image, so I can never forget and of course I will ask my lovely Joan to remind me daily :) If you guys want more tips and motivation you can always visit this twitter account. [Health & Fitness - @TRAlNING]

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My this losing weight plan might MUST work this time round as I have lots of belly fats and dude who wants belly fats man. IT'S SO ANNOYING. So that's all for now. Sorry for not updating for like quite long as I had no idea what to blog about. But anyways, I have a new topic to talk about and I will blog about it next week (hopefully if I have time, as I have exams next week). Ok bye guys. Cheers ☺

Racial Harmony Day

Hi guys, so I am feeling embarrassed now because I am going to write a blog post about Racial Harmony Day yet I have no idea when it is. Pardon me for my ignorance. :-)

Anyways, tomorrow my school is celebrating Racial Harmony Day tomorrow and we, students and teachers are allowed to wear ethnic clothes. It just means traditional clothes. That's so cool, but I won't be wearing it, firstly the weather might kill me, secondly, I do not have one. I don't get why my school only accepts Chinese, Indian, Malays and Peranakan clothes. What about the western/Eurasian style? D; WHY? :( This is so unfair.

But my older sister has worn  Malay traditional clothes today and it was all green. It was kind of cool, especially when you see Chinese wearing Malay traditional clothes. I have worn the Malays traditional clothes before when I was doing some drama project in primary school. It is very stuffy to wear the clothes as it was kind of thick. But it was a fruitful memory, as that was the first time I have worn a traditional clothes. Yes, I have never worn a Chinese traditional clothes before. LIKE NEVER. Even when I was a young child, this is so sad. Goshhh. So apparently, I am considering to borrow ethnic clothes when it is my last year in my secondary school. HASHTAG YOLO hahahah

By the way, why does racists derogatory remarks exists. All the insulting, harsh comments are really hurtful. Why do people hate each other due to the difference on their skin. Other the skin, dude WE LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME. We are just bones. Remove the skin, fats, muscles, and everything except for the bones, we look exactly the same. So don't hate, love ♥ hehe. :-) I really find people hating others due to the different skin colours. I mean if you guys say that they have some attitude, DUDE YOU INSULTED THEM AND YOU WANT SOME KIND NICE FRIENDLY ATTITUDE FROM THEM? You must be crazy. I mean, if you know them better, probably you get to see the better side on them. I have plenty of Malay friends in school. Once, I even fasted with one of them, by not eating anything for recess. When I was alone, they actually comforted me and everything, I am not saying the Chinese doesn't. But they do not have any freaking bad attitude that others say. So when the people actually discriminate the Malays whom I am friends with, I really just feel like punching your face. And no, I do not support people discriminating Malays who I do not know.

I was insulted, I mean am*. Yes, previously and currently, I have been insulted of being called fat, ugly, freaky, scary. In truthful facts, I felt very hurt. On my face I do not show it, but its really hurting. Especially when I am those type who actually takes comments seriously. Unless you are like, "eh you so fat siah. haha joke la jokeee." That I can accept. But not as "Eh Aileen you so freaking fat siah." Dude, that fucking hurt. I mean if someones just says something insulting to you, don't you feel like aofhm aosdfhmoag. Apparently when I saw insulting comments of me, or heard them. I will cry for like 1-2 days. Sometimes, I just think about all the comments, I just cry. Yes, I cry. I mean you insult people, expect them not to have feelings? Ouch. Sighpie. To the people out there who actually insulted people face to face, indirectly, or anonymously through ask.fm what goes around, goes back. Karma exist. And dude, my weight, I can spend I don't know? Probably a year to lose to your weight? But for you? It might take 134873 years for you to change your fucking attitude and your fucking face. Before you judge, make sure everything you do is perfect. :-) Bye guys, till next time.

Visit my friend's blog today, as in now.

Hey guys, support my friend, Joan alrights? She just started blogging and her first blog post is about her trip to korea. Just go support her okay? Cheers

Joan's: korea!! << link to her blog.